Geeking on the Girl Side

Personthingy: and it's "time for class" Personthingy: so you guys walk me to class Personthingy: and, it's a classroom full of my old classmates Personthingy: and they're all milling about, some are sitting down, chatting and waiting for our tutor to turn up Personthingy: so I go to find a vacant seat, but the only desks that are free are at the back of the room... and to get there, I have to walk past the old gang Personthingy: as I'm walking past, I see they're all in the middle of unwrapping presents.. and when they see me, they look really guilty and start hiding them Clacker: =/ Personthingy: Even [redacted] was there... and he nervously laughed and was like "Oh, hi! H-How are you doing?" Personthingy: I was just like "... yeah, fine, but I'd appreciate if people didn't hide from me or pretend they can't see me" Personthingy: so I walk past, and the only seat is next to [redacted] and [redacted] Personthingy: who see me coming and then engage in a discussion and don't say anything Personthingy: then our tutor arrives and is like "Okay, I need you all to stand up so I can take photos of everyone in pairs! It's for our grad book!" Clacker: >_< Personthingy: and I frantically look around to realise that I will be paired with either [redacted] or [redacted] Personthingy: at which point, they SUDDENLY realise I was there sitting next to them the whole time Personthingy: and they're all "Heyyyyy, how've you been!" Personthingy: so anyway Personthingy: after the photo, we have to do some work, and we're chatting and having a good laugh like it used to be Personthingy: and at the end of class, when people are leaving, just as they go to get up, I ask "Are we still friends?" Personthingy: and they just nervously look at each other Personthingy: and tell me "That's what we used to think" Personthingy: "But you're different now" Personthingy: "Your posts on Facebook are always so angry" Personthingy: "We don't know how to talk to you" Personthingy: and then they're gone, and the warm glow that was in the room has gone (someone turned off the lights on their way out) Personthingy: and I feel really small, I shrink down to the size of the desk chairs, and I can't seem to keep myself standing Personthingy: and I smash myself into a wall to stop myself from crying Personthingy: and I see out of the corner of my eye, one of them is watching me from the door Personthingy: they run away when I look at them Clacker: =( Personthingy: then at the other doorway, the other is there and looking at me, and also runs away Personthingy: and I'm left, alone, in a dark and lonely room Personthingy: and I wake up Personthingy: and it's my birthday Personthingy: :) Clacker: ;_;